Her hands are moving, almost constantly: During shows, Conni Ettinger seems to play the console like an instrument, pushing knobs, moving faders, touching interfaces. For Conni, it’s one of so many approaches to get live sound right: “Of course, I could automate certain things in my mixing, but I don't want to. Because for me, it's like playing an instrument. It's like being a part of the show. I like to actually do things all the time instead of, I don't know, just unmuting for a little snare bomb. I ride the faders, you know. There are many approaches to get your sound right – this is mine. My instrument is the console, and I’m playing it to my best.”
“They notice that you put in that effort”
Conni loves to work with the same bands and to know their music: “I get the set list and even though I've mixed these songs 100 times, I will listen to them before the tour because I want to know what can I add to make it sound better. Is it a vocal throw? Is it a feature, a little solo here and there? Or is it a reverb, a delay or whatever? Like, what can I add to make it sound better so that the people leave the show saying, wow, this was awesome. What can I add to the experience? And I think that bands and musicians notice that you put in that effort and yeah, it's almost like you play a part in the band like you are part of the band with what you can contribute.”
From a catholic church to death metal and Punk Rock
Today, Conni is on world tours with heavy music bands: Punk rock, ska, Deathcore or Metalcore: “It's kind of the niche that I've found myself in because I like the music and I like the people because it's a very accepting, generous bubble. Just a bunch of really, really cool people.” Funnily enough, her career started in church. The strict Roman Catholic church, actually. Conni was a little altar kid back then. And there was that young priest who let the kids and teens sing and try every instrument. Soon, they had first little concerts, a little PA and a small Behringer mixing desk. Young Conni was hooked, learned about XLR cables and everything. At the age of 12, she recorded her first CD in the local youth center and had her first Cubase license with 14. She took 2-hours rides with trains to Vienna just to discover live concerts from completely new perspectives: Crew. Tech. Changeovers and a strong realisation: “This is where I need to end up – and that's what I did when I finished school.” Conni offered to help out, shadowed people, learned, built a network. “And that's definitely the most important part in all of this. Like the whole industry is a big networking event every time. Every show is a networking event.”
Plus those typical happy coincidences: Conni was 19 when a colleague of a colleague got sick. She tagged along, unloaded the trailer, plugged in the backline and helped with everything. “And then I stayed with that band for seven years, ending up doing front-of-house. New connections, local jobs in Vienna and additional band tours quickly followed.
To show the audience that the song is alive: “It’s like breathing”
Talking about routines in the job, Conni quickly mentions her preference to mix with DCAs. She laughs: “My whole setup is kind of based on that, I think because my education and my early years were also very heavy in studio work. In my mind, I kind of see a Pro Tools session in front of me when I see a mixing desk.” She typically sets up DCAs for drums, guitars, bass, backing vocals and vocals. That is the foundation: “I have an ‘All’ DCA with everything but the main vocals, I have an effect DCA and once I've dialed in my single signals, I go to that layer where I have my DCAs and I stay on that 90% of the show. I do a lot of little fader rides where I kind of follow the tension arc of the song with tiny adjustments. Like I will take down my all DCA 2-3 dB in a pre-chorus – and once the chorus hits, I'll go back to where I was before to make the audience feel that the song is alive. It's like breathing.” Even reverbs for vocals: Never preset, but live adjusted on the effects tab on the fly.
“Sometimes I feel like sound engineers forget whom we are mixing for”
That also reflects her signature topic: “I put in the utmost effort to make the show, the sound better, to make the experience for the crowd as good as I can. Sometimes I feel like sound engineers kind of forget that you're there for the crowd and not for yourself. That’s why we should roam through the crowd and listen on their listening positions instead of our throne at FOH. Do everything you can, to make it sound good for the crowd. Yeah, basically that's what I try to do.”
“Technical and social skills are equally important”
Another key competence she reflects on is not technical at all: “Technical skill level and the social part of the job are, to me personally, almost equally important. I guess everyone has worked with engineers that are grumpy, that maybe like to drink a few beers too much, that maybe take their hygiene not that seriously, and if you live with them on a tour bus, it's not the best. There are so many factors and I understand that a social part is equally important next to the skill level. Ideally you find someone who kicks ass at their job and is also really cool to be around. Plus: You need to be able to read the room, handle different egos and calibrate to very different personalities. Otherwise, you’ll never be able to translate your expertise.”
“No one said: You can be an audio engineer”
Besides thinking of Pro Tools and the early days in that little youth center studio, Conni remembers another phenomenon from the old days: “When you're in school, the range of jobs or careers you could pursue seemed a little narrow. We've advanced today, yes, but when I was in school, no one said: You can be an audio engineer. They say: You could work in a bank, you could be a teacher or a doctor, a nurse or whatever. No one really said a lot about the technical jobs that you can have – apart from a catholic priest at my church, funny enough.” Although she very well remembers that the first years in the industry are hard. Very hard. “If you are not 100% confident, people see: „Oh, this is a young, shy person’ or whatever and they pick on you.“
“…and they might call you ,cute’ little names or say inappropriate things”
Conni continues: “Every show you will be asked ‘Should I carry this for you, it’s heavy!’ It can be frustrating, very frustrating. It even might only take one bad experience that makes someone say, **** this, I'm going to do something else. Or - in my case - it gives you the urge to prove yourself, carry the heaviest pieces and be extremely well prepared, in order not to give any space for comments. You have to get over this hump of backlash that you might have in the beginning and it’s not easy. You just work extra hard and prove time and time again that you belong.
So the women that we have in this industry? The few female colleagues that I have? I would put my hand in the fire for them because they are amazing and I've met a few that are simply incredible. They are so good. And I know they had to go through all of this too to get to where they are. And that's why they are so good. Maybe you could see it as the good side - if there's a good side to this.”
For Conni, it’s a great sign to see that today, there are lots of initiatives that help women make their path: Women in Life Music in Europe, Sisters of Music in Austria, Sound Girls in North America. They all help and guide and offer a safe space.
The key: Confidence
To Conni, confidence is important in the game of live audio. You need safe zones to build the experience, to get the routines. It’s a big jump from audio school to the moment where you run a live show. You need to learn on the job, not from a book: “Live engineering is thrilling. You have one chance to make it sound good, to make the signal flow work, for the musicians to play a good show. You play the song once. I think I generally would like more hands-on education because I feel like a lot of people are afraid to take first steps in the industry. To get the practical experience. It would be so cool if we had workshops or trainings in venues every so often, it would help women and men alike.” That’s where confidence grows from, says Conni “The more you work, the more hands-on experience you have, the better. You make mistakes and you have scary moments when things don’t work out, but you learn how to find quick solutions. With that you get more confident because you know at some point: Nothing can scare me anymore. I can handle every situation.“
“Let’s not soundcheck today”
And it is from that confidence that one might sometimes hear Conni say: “Let’s not soundcheck today”. Sometimes you also simply don’t have the chance to or you are missing half of the band.
It’s not the end of the world. Conni smiles: “I set everything up. I have my scene saved. We do a quick line check before the show. Then? First song starts and that’s where you quickly have to dial it in. It's a very punk rock approach, but I trust my system and my gear. And I know that sometimes, even in a stressful festival situation, everything I can do is to pre-set up desk, stage box, mics on stands, wireless frequencies… Just make sure all of this is done. And then the actual work concerning the mix and the music happens in the line check and first song. „I know it can be done because my system and gear is reliable.“
About Conni Ettinger
Conni is a Vienna- based FOH engineer and tour manager. She currently mainly tours with Canadian Band Comeback Kid and has worked with bands like Casey, Russkaja, Suicide Silence and Blackbraid in the past.
